Men get and forget but God gives and forgives
28 Sha’ban 1430,
Puncak Alam
Good day to my fellow readers. Hope everyone is feeling good and preparing for the Holy month ^_^. It is difficult to post new stuffs in here as the internet connection prohibits me from doing so and I’ve returned the Celcom Broadband to my brother-in-law. So, I’ll be posting up everything in one post.
Recently my friend from Kuwait,Ahmad came down to Malaysia with his cousin, Abdullah. I got to know him from Facebook (yeah, this social networking thinggy is really helping me to communicate with everyone around me ). And on his final night in Malaysia he introduced me to Algerian sisters whom they met in Redang. Selma and Amina. To my surprise, the girls stayed near my place in Bukit Jalil however they left Malaysia yesterday cause Selma was doing her 3 months internship and Amina came to visit her and spent her summer vacation before she starts her university life (she just graduated from high school ). They both live in Paris.
Last Friday, we went for dinner at Al-Andalus for some jolly night and trying to make their final days memorable and fun. So my friend Suleiman joined us and my son Amoodi came a bit later cause he had to send someone to LCCT. It was good chit-chat..till 1 am but later the girls went to Hard Rock Cafe, I wished to join but I know my parents will prohibit me so I went home with Amoodi since he also lives nearby my place.
On Sunday, I went out to Pavillion for another time out with the girls. Suleiman joined me as well cause he didn’t want me to be alone cause the girls will be at the Spa then they’ll join us at Espressamente Illy. Illy, one of my favourite places and I guess still love Fahad. I GUESS..the one that really bothers me…*GOD HELP ME OUT HERE!* We snapped pictures and I left home cause I have to go back to school on the same night.
Their flight was on Monday at 7.30 p.m. I’m glad Amoodi sent them at least I know the girls are safe. I know most will be wondering y the hell am I beng so concerned bout the girls? Well, I hardly make friends with girls hence when I found some one who I think I can get along with, I try to care for them just like how I care about my sisters.
Back to the quote I put up, I heard it during the Dean’s List Award. It was uttered by a mother of my last classmate, Allahyarham Ahmad Ashraf bin Sulaiman. He left us all on June 29,2009 due to a car accident. He gained cGPA of 3.92. According to his mother, that’s the sentence that keeps rewinding in her mind. She even told us all during her speech that he wanted to work in Saudi so that he could help out the Malaysian pilgrims in getting cheaper treatment as well as giving a good service cause of language barrier. This strucked me. His dreams were the same as mine!! I wept silently in the hall knowing that I’ve never been a good friend to him nor close to him but suddenly I feel like my heart was telling me to continue his dreams. Perhaps this is a way of me cherishing his presence. I ask Lord to guide me and help it comes true insha’Allah.
I just completed a book by Paulo Coelho called “The Zahir”. I know its just fiction but it moved me, shook me and helped me look at the world in a different angle. It made me forgave whatever my past did to me. Even forgave whatever Fahad had said to me that I know ripped my feelings once. There’s a part in the book that goes “
The energy of hatred won’t get you anywhere; but the energy of forgiveness, which reveals itself through love, will transform your life in a positive way. It will heal the scars left by some of the injustices committed against you in your life. All hatred does is to feed your constant desire to feel sorry for yourself, because you were the victim of people stronger than you. Or else it makes you go to the other extreme and disguise yourself as an avenger ready to hit out at the people who hurt you and IT’S A WASTE OF TIME”
“Show respect for your time on this earth, and know that God had always forgiven you and always will”
So here I am, learning to forgive my past and reborn myself in order to feel happy; a state of longevity,divine and extreme peace that the whole world has lost. Hopefully this approaching Ramadhan will help me out. I’m signing off now. Till we meet in the next post.
