Hia mates, I’m kinda down at the moment. I was supposed to sit for an exams today but I couldn’t. I was too sick to be able to walk. It got worst when I arrived at the clinic. I felt it since yesterday but I just considered it as normal period pain. But it got worst today, I don’t know..I haven’t been eating well for the past few days. I just don’t have the appetite (maybe the exams are bothering me). I only took a meal yesterday and the previous day with lots of junks !! I was fine till 5 am in the morning. I woke up vomiting and couldn’t stop. It even got worst with my period since I was getting confused (too much studying perhaps? LOL). Come on, i vomitted 3 times with nothing else to come out and was too weak. Around 8 one of my housemates woke me up (thanks darling, u know who u r). But I just couldn’t go..Around 10 my sis called me up to get ready since she’ll pick me up but I have to wait for a moment since she has a meeting at the time. I thanked her alot. Come on, she’s 30 minutes away and plus with the traffic jam in Kuala Lumpur, what do u expect?
She reached around 11 something and she insisted me to go to a private clinic to get a jab ( I’m used to this thing since I always get painful menstruation pain, the solution is just to get an injection) .Well, I chose to go to my university’s health centre since they have my records already n I wanted to save time since I was in confused n tired state. I reached there and thank God not many patients but I do know that my patience’s was tested when the doctor started to slam me when I asked for the medical certificate since I didn’t sit for the exams. She went crazy when i mentioned the letter. She was like what time was ur exam? 9-12 and u r here at this time? How come u came late. It’s u who didn’t want to sit for the paper. Did u know that there a few patients who came and still want to sit for the exams eventhough we persuaded them not to? Why didn’t u ask ur friends to drop u at the clinic when they were on the way here?…
So many questions that I felt the urge to vomit again and yep, I did. Once she end the blabbing I ran to the sick and started to vomit but again nothing came out except some foul smell and liquid ( I just grabbed a glass of cold milk before I went to see the doctor). Damn man, she even asked how many papers I have been carrying so far. Wow, that’s an insult to me!.. FYI, I haven’t been carrying any paper even since I started studying at this bloody university. I am already here for 5 1/2 semesters and that includes my foundation years but I’ve never EVER repeat or carry forward any paper. Alhamdulillah I thank Allah for helping me strived all these years. And she even asked what the hell i was doing from 9-11 am? Was enjoying my moment in the room? I WAS LIKE FUCK U MAN! I was trying to compile my strength to get up from the floor (I slept on the floor these past few days cause I got some backache from my matress). I called a few cabs to fetch me from the condo but none responded to my calls. She was like ur condition is not serious meaning that u can sit for the exam.It’s just u who didnt want to sit for it. I WAS , MAY ALLAH BLESS U AND UR WORK N UR SALARY. I was burning the midnight oil for the past few days and u can blamed me all this? Shit, what a mentality. See, this is one reason why I hate doctors in Malaysia.
I have to say that I was so frustrated with the service I got. I regret for not accepting my sister’s request to send me to the other clinic but the problem here is my bloody university only accept government’s clinics or hospitals. I walked to my faculty from the health centre despite the pain in my tummy to hand in the letter I just got from the bloody doctor. I was sad and I wanted someone to talk. I didn’t want to call my mom since she’s on vacation with dad n my eldest sis. I don’t want to ruin her roadtrip. I gave the letter to my faculty and I was relieved cause I now know that the paper will be dropped from my results and went to see my lovely lecturer Prof Salmiah to talk about my bad experience at the health center. We started comparing the life here and in the UK. Well, mom n dad studied there last time and my 2nd sis was born there. My mom told me once that the people there are very kind. After she gave birth to my sis and wanted to go home. The nurses and the staffs walked her to the car. I WAS LIKE WOW!! And my Prof told me that her daughter didn’t wanna to stop school and followed her back to Malaysia since the teachers were very nice. Aww, I really wanna migrate now! I have 5 more semesters to go since I’m in my 3rd semester now. Hopefully I’ll graduate according to the plan. Like I said, I hate the environment here. I don’t have any friends to mingle with. (I’m talking bout REAL friends over here).
By the way, I did promised bout the Ashanti looks remember? Sorry to say this but my phone crashed the other day and my pictures are distorted. THe best part is the Ashanti looks are distorted. Old pictures are just doing good.Damn…I know what are blogs without pictures..Hehehe..:P
Oh while I was blogging, this song came popped out from my brain and I am singing it till now. Perhaps I should share the song.. It’s Called Ommy Thomma Ommy (the TH is pronounce like when u prounounce the word THINK)..To explain this I have to explain based on hadith..see for those who dont know what hadith is..is actually all the words or advices given out by mouth by the Prophet Muhammad Peace Be Upon Him..There’s one hadith that says, a man asked the prophet who is the most important person in this world (something like this sorry I dont memorise hadith neither the Quran).the prophet said Mom,, the man ask again who’s next? prophet repeated this 3 times then only he said dad…So it shows how important and noble moms are. So this song is based on that hadith..Here is the lyric in translated version. The singer names are arranged according to their turns singing in the clip. Enjoy it.. =)
Yara, Ramy Ayash, Haytham Shaker, Ganat.- Omy Thomma Omy ( My mother then my mother)
After this love
What does she does all of this deserve
After this love, what
She who gives affection like this without asking for anything in return
We kiss the ground she walks upon
My mother, and then, my mother
To the last day of my life
Love from the first moment of my life
And her concern is mine
She who’s goodness is bountiful
Her goodness melted into my blood and I live with it
After the mother what else is there?
With a sweet call opening the locked gate
After the mother what else is there?
She calms your mind when it is struggling
And shows you the whole world is open to you and satisfies you
I give a representation of her
Her heart is unimaginably good
I give a representation of her
She who stayed up late and tired and raised me and carried a mountain
You start a hundred thousands celebrations in me
Who in my exhaustion stayed up and did not sleep
Who supported me the first time I walked
After what you’ve done what can I do?
The day you brought me into this world
AFter what you’ve done
From your sympathy from your forgiveness
Heaven is beneath you
This what our lord said (it’s in the Quran)
I love you my mother
Til the very last day of my life….
This is the arabic version in case U want to sing along. Please take note that number 7 is actually H but prounouce like u know when u ate something hot n spicy u tend to go haaa haaa..something like that..lol..whereas 3 is..umm..damn..i donno how to explain but it’s from ur throat…lol..2 is pronounce like Q but usually Lebanese and Egyptians just ignore that letter…For example instead of saying Qul (means say..) they pronounce Ul… hehehe…Anyway Yara and Ramy are from Lebanon, Haytham n Tamer are Egyptians n Ganat is Moroccan….Anyway..happy singing..I’ll try to find the hadith.. =D
Ba3d al 7ob da eh ely te3mel kol da testahel eh
Ba3d al 7ob da eh ely tedy 7anan keda men `er hesab
nebos al torab ely mashya 3aleh
(chorus)
ommy thoma ommy le7had akher yom fe 3omry
7odn men awal 7ayaty we hamo amy
ely katar kherha dab kherha fe damy we 3ayesh beh
(Ramy)
ba3d al om fe eh..da3wa 7elwa fat7a seka me2afela
ba3d al om fe eh..yehdy balo ely da3yalo
al donya kolaha mafto7alo we radya 3aleh
(Chorus)
omy thoma omy le7ad akher yom fe 3omry
7odn men awel 7ayaty we hamo hamy
ely katar kherha dab kherha fe damy we 3ayesh beh
(Haytham)
a3melaha temsal..ely tebet albaha fo2 al khayal
a3melaha temsal..ely sehret we ely te3bet we ely rabet
we ely shalt 7eml gebal
(Chorus)
omy thoma omy le7ad akher yom fe 3omry
7odn men awel 7ayaty we hamo hamy
ely katar kherha dab kherha fe damy we 3ayesh beh
(Ganat)
law ha3melek eh..testahly meet alf 3ed 3ala ely 3amalteh
law ha3melek eh..men fe ta3aby seher manamshy
meen fe awel mara bamshy sanadt 3aleh
(Chorus)
omy thoma omy le7ad akher yom fe 3omry
7odn men awel 7ayaty we hamo hamy
ely katar kherha dab kherha fe damy we 3ayesh beh
(Tamer)
ba3d ely 3amalteh..a3mel eh yom fe ely wasalteny leeh
ba3d ely 3amalteh..men 7ananek men sama7tek
al gana ta7tek da ely rabena 2al 3aleh
(Chorus)
omy thoma omy le7ad akher yom fe 3omry
7odn men awel 7ayaty we hamo hamy
ely katar kherha dab kherha fe damy we 3ayesh beh
